Britney Spears is continuing to discover exactly who she is after the end of her long conservatorship. A large portion of Britney’s adult life was spent with virtually no control over anything. The “Toxic” star has been doing a lot of self reflection, and she hasn’t been afraid to share the sometimes ugly truth with her fans.
Britney’s latest confessional came via Instagram. Spears wrote about how she was always expected to be something she didn’t think she really was. Britney says a lot of the issues came from her father.
The social media post claimed that Britney was always made to feel ugly by her dad. She says he ruined her existence, her confidence, and even her sex life. No punches were pulled in Britney Spears’ latest missive.
“13 was the age I actually felt kinda pretty … I think my rebellious days were due to the fact that I always had to be perfect and pretty 💅🏼 … then I went to the extremes and went wild and naughty … but in those rebellious days I honestly still felt hot as f*ck !!! One thing the conservatorship did to me … and one of the things that hurt me the most … is that I was always being told I was fat and never good enough !!! My dad always made me feel like I had to try … try … try !!! BIG TIME !!! He ruined the deep seed of my existence … the seed that made me feel beautiful like when I was 13 … my confidence … my swag … my inner dialogue … and yes even my sex life … all completely ruined !!! He made me feel ugly … therefore I was !!! Trust me … feeling pretty is a whole different world … I know because I’ve witnessed both !!! If that makes some people feel uncomfortable … GOOD … uncomfortable conversation is great !!! The moment the conservatorship was over … I felt so good about myself !!! And guess what … I stopped trying so damn hard and yes I entered a whole new world !!! I felt beautiful … therefore I was !!! I might feel that way but the psychological damage from my dad and EVERY SINGLE F*CKING person who went along with it will always be there !!! What you think … therefore you are !!! I kinda feel 13 again !!!”
Britney Spears is now feeling much better about herself. Once the conservatorship was over, she was able to start taking control back. That has made her feel beautiful for the first time since she was a teenager.
Britney is doing very well as she prepares to welcome her next child into the world. Just a year ago, such a thought would have been inconceivable. Now she is proud to show the world the true Britney Spears.
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